Wednesday, February 24, 2010

It just screams LIVE!


It's been almost a week now since I've returned from Tunisia. I find that it becomes harder and harder to write blogs. Maybe I'm now more interested in living the blogs than writing about them.
Realizing how time goes so fast... If I could wish upon a star, it would be to slow down life's pace a little... to enjoy what happens everyday... to live, and with no reflection of why time flows more or less like a draining river that spills into the ocean of memories.
But until I reach that day, which will never be, since I cannot control time, I will focus on what time I do have and seek to live up every moment as if it is my last.
I was perfectly content sitting alone in the hotel lobby, watching all the people walk around me. I heard French, German, Arabic, and Dutch, soaking in the melting pot of cultures; everyone wanting to escape reality for a week or two and remember the peacefulness of life. Until someone approached me with, “Bonjour, les americaines!” Kelsey had returned and everyone in the hotel knew us as “the Americans.” Thankfully we speak french, because Djerba doesn't see many tourists from the states, or rather any English speaking countries. And it did have its perks being American “females,” and on top of being asked out quite a lot, we received some extras if we did anything through the hotel!
The sun was normally always shining. Although with the wind picking off from the sea, it felt more cool than expected for the first few days. And being as we missed our first day there due to snow in Grenoble making us miss our flight, having to camp out in the airport overnight, take a flight to a completely different city the next day (Monastir), then a taxi ride that took an hour and ½ to reach Sfax, and from Sfax, a 4 hour “louage” with 4 Arab men, plus the driver to Djerba... let's just say, getting there was quite the adventure. So when we finally could enjoy our vacation, we lived it up! From the all-inclusive resort buffets and drinks, to 4wheelin' Djerba twice, to horseback riding on the beach, where I got to race horses in the lagoon, to 2 sauna baths, 2 full-body massages, a malliot, a manicure and pedicure, a fire show, a sunset photo shoot, shisha, a tour of the island, a pottery factory, mosque, and fort, to laying out, getting a tan with a drink in my hand, to a day adventure to the Sahara to ride a camel.
I couldn't have asked for a more relaxing trip. Thank goodness everything is so darn cheap there!
The day of departure however was a sad day... Kelsey nor I wanted to leave. I guess that's what happens when you head to paradise.
It was crazy to think that one day I was in the Sahara Desert and two days later I would be snowboarding the Alpes.
I love my life.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

5 Steps till daylight

Life is ever changing.. and ever changing I hope it stays. To be thrown a selection of ropes and allowed to choose which one to climb up. In my case, swinging as far out as I possibly can before letting go into unknown waters! The thrill of the fall, the landing in the cool flow of river... and then letting it take me away, still head above water. I can't imagine my life sitting still. I can't imagine it without change or adventure. The serenity of nature, the complexity of culture, and the longing for experience. This is what makes a youth grow wiser. This is what makes my heart feel happiness. This is what makes me live.

I venture to Djerba, Tunisia- Africa this Thursday for 6 days. It will be a new continent, new culture, new adventure. I can't imagine what it's going to be like, but updates after my travels will be posted. Totally going the the Sahara and riding a camel! Amsterdam is second on the list. That will happen the weekend after I get back from Tunisia. By the way, it's our February break in case you were wondering if I ever go to classes. Unfortunately, the answer is yes and they are pretty intense this semester. I'm taking 2 Political Science classes, a history class and 2 French Literature classes. However, I do only have classes from Monday to Wednesday so I have a 4 day weekends, and I'm in heaven!
There's been so much snow lately, and it's glorious. Of course I try to go snowboarding whenever I can. Other than that.. I had the Spectacle (theatre and it was superb!) and went laser tagging, going away parties, birthday parties, Reggae Concert, and dancing the night away until 5am (on a Tuesday). There is much more that I'm leaving out, but I can't tell all the stories in one sitting!
Looking forward to weekends ahead, travels and fun times. Not looking forward to all the school work coming up :(

It's hard to imagine how undiscovered I am. Sometimes I forget how much I don't even know about myself. But I have realized something- with change, a person changes too. Although it's not necessarily a personality change, we all have these qualities within. But with each change that occurs around, different parts of our personality expand and we discover a little more of ourselves.
I never want to lose sight of how important change can be in life. How refreshing and imaginary. I never want to be stunk in a world of simplicity, but want to unearth simplicity of the world.
Today I'm pursuing 5 steps of daylight.